The first watercolor I've done this year.  I love it and I'm so glad I did it.  Content Warning for psychiatric hospitalization, crisis, feeling unsupported or abandoned, and possibly implied suicide triggers.    Review the labels for anything I may have missed. I have been home from my fourth psychiatric hospitalization of my life for about a week now and the most challenging and painful part of recovery has been the unexpected loss of friends.  No matter how small the friendship was it hurts though some hurt more than others.  The sense of abandonment in my greatest time of need has been so so painful.  As far as I can tell this appeared to occur as a result of the expression of my needs.  I really don't understand it.  Thing is the majority of people unless I have told them, only have a vague idea the whole context of what is going on with me.  Really though, they shouldn't need to know all the details. My psychia...